Got up to see the Super Blue Moon in Eclipse but I will have to imagine it as the clouds kept it from being visible.

The moods of my life are like clouds that keep me from seeing the caring in my life.

Sunshine lifts the fog. Wind sweeps away the clouds. Time is the answer.

I weep and emotions fall across my cheeks. The tears carry off the feelings of despair and loathing I feel.

My mood is but a reflection . Not real. Much as the moon has no light of its own.

I am___. I am___. But I AM.

My mood is Blue. The moon is Blue. Both will change in time.

I look out and see the snow, Hubby checks to see if there is a parking ban on.

Socks,gloves protect the extremities.

Soon I will be out in it. The confused birds aren’t singing.

Cleaning the car so I can see what is coming at me is theraputic. I need to see them.  I need to get from point A -B.

Spoke my mind yesterday, cleansing but with predictable results.

Whether you are 3 or 13 or 63 it hurts to feel discluded and the target of anger. The process of dealing with it teaches me. I am brave!

Defining what I want and taking steps to protect myself. I am strong.

Recalculating. Set a course.

I am M.E.!

• God’s Abundant Blessings
• Sunny days, even when it’s cold cold:)
• My Paris, France, 2018 calendar, fun pics :)
• Gson’s help with tv
• GPa’s new vision aid, Jordy
• D. working in Denver and Houston this week
• Exciting phone call!
• Travel plans
• Expecting more Crystal/Cathy podcasts!
• Busy days

I am speaking my mind this morning after remaining silent. What’s the worst that could happen?

Time to reevaluate where I’m really going. Making a plan for the week.

This plan needs exercise not just a walk down the block.I got this!

Asking questions.

Saw Star Wars last night mostly because I read the movie schedule wrong. Strength doesn’t lie in numbers or books but within us and between us.

Soup cook off was a blast. I didn’t win  but I got to taste  15 different soup. Borscht won.

Snow is coming to hide all the mud and trash. The brown grass will look better covered with snow.

High energy today. Bring it on!

1. Sun Jan 21, early to meeting, conversations, productive shopping, good haircut, good meals, bed early.
2. Mon Jan 22, sunny day, lunch outside, good walks, helpful info from boss, conversations, progress at work, good meals.
3. Tues Jan 23,  sunny day, good walks, early to work, helpful chat with boss, conversations, progress at work, good meals, finished great book.
4. Weds Jan 24, sunny day, good walks, helpful chat with boss, good seminar, progress at work, good meals.
5. Thu Jan 25, met new worker,  sunny day, good walks, good seminar, progress at work, good meals, good yoga class, insights.
6. Fri Jan 26, sunny day, good walks, progress on resume, progress at work, good meals, insights.
7. Sat Jan 27, sunny day, good walks, progress at work, good meals, insights.

No Laughing Club today. I’ll have to find my own humor.Beware everyone I want to laugh.

Due at Church soon. A new role.

Took a walk yesterday. A new beginning!

Selfie.

Thriving!

Lemon and  water,A cup of coffee.

Hearingg Hubby talking Tp Alexa.

As you go see what you can see.

The sun illuminates the room. Brighter light than I’ve seen in awhile.

Will be wearing sunglasses to drive.

Looking forward to a walk this afternoon. Grateful for boots because of mud.

Less achy. Rest and meds are turning it around.

Get it done work time! Weekend bring it on!

A dream that you wake up from and are glad you are not there.

Choir is therapeutic. When Chuck says one tenor is off, I just smile and sing. Eventually he says that sounds better.

Must check to see if crocuses are trying to push through.

Packing a snack. Healthy mindful eating. Taking my new water bottle.

A trip to the produce store. Hello old friends!

Feeling achy so taking it easy. Glad I can control my work schedule.

Grateful for ibuprofen and pain relief cream.

Happy its not the flu. Ecstatic its not getting worse. Picture waking up feeling fine.

NO ALIBIS Starting new eating plan even though I’m not 100%.

Grateful to Michelle for checking in with me.

Support groups to keep me accountable.

Way to go Kim for starting one. Watched her vlog too.

Very thankful to Barb for making Laity Sunday calls. I just couldn’t push myself. Nice to have someone step up to help.

Figuring it out. Following the steps.

Prayers and praying.

Cleaning one corner of the Church. Fresh start! Organization.

A new hot/cold cup as I prepare for my journey.

Support group ready to go.

Using a gift card for dinner out. Two hour wait let us get to know the people waiting around us.

A barrel of monkeys put in order.Stop chattering.

The link to a picture of a barrel of monkeys.

Thinking of an idea for Children’s sermon. Harmony.

One good friend at a time. Listening and responding.

Cast iron skillets. I found one then six more.

One brownie enjoyed absolutely. May I savor the flavor of each little thing.

1. Sun Jan 14, well rested, good meeting, conversations, donated stuff, progress at work, good walk, good meals.
2. Mon Jan 15, well rested, good doctor appt., thank you Dr. Martin Luther King Jr. for your inspiring example, productive shopping, conversations, progress at work, good walks, good meals.
3. Tue Jan 16, well rested, conversations with co-workers, progress at work, good walks, insights, tried out new spice grinder! good meals.
4. Wed Jan 17, well rested, conversations with co-workers, progress at work, good walks, insights, good meals.
5. Thu Jan 18, well rested, conversations with co-workers, decluttering at work, progress at work, good walks, great yoga class, good meals.
6. Fri Jan 19, well rested, conversations with co-workers, introduced myself to 3 people, decluttering at work, progress at work, good walks, good meals.
7. Sat Jan 20, well rested, conversations, decluttering at work, progress at work, good walks, good meals, productive shopping, good reading.