The Lord will march out like a champion,
    like a warrior he will stir up his zeal;
with a shout he will raise the battle cry
    and will triumph over his enemies.

I will lead the blind by ways they have not known, along unfamiliar paths I will guide them. Isaiah 42:16

(listening to Antonin Bruckner Mass no3 conducted by Sergiu Celibidache )
🔹Through those two words of God I saw myself as both : the warrior, the champion ( God) and the blind.. I am the blind who is to be a champion and again I will be blind so the warrior raise up in me and show up again.. It is God who is inside me and he is the one who creates power and weakness and as I came to know by now that every thing happens for a reason and happens in its perfect time. So now I am blind and need the warrior strength, Tommorrow I would be tough and have my battles, win them but again every thing changes and I will be blind again.. Our life is a circle of connected changes and through our reflections and insights, through our perceptions about ourselves with no judgments at all and with complete faith of the unknown ( God) we may get the knowledge of more blind people and more warriors inside us. The approach here is about living in hope and glory of the present moment, full gratitude and surrender to the healing given to us freely through forgiving ourselves for what we judged ourselves for, forgiving myself for being lazy and unfair is healing, admitting that I am mistaken is healing, admitting that it is my responsibility to write this journal and express, explore my inner world is healing, prayer and may be a message to myself, my poor inner self that I willingly abandoned for years.. Hey raise up champion, it’s your time to get to live again.