Getting to see my beloved doctor for the first time in 4 months!
After treating me intensely for the past 18 months, my doctor told me today that he will be moving. I am very grateful that in my most vulnerable and sickest period in my entire life, God sent this most compassionate, kind, knowledgeable, and extraordinary doctor into my life to heal me, not only physically, but also spiritually, emotionally, mentally, etc. through his friendship and because I was able to see Jesus so clearly through him every time I saw him. If it wasn’t for this amazing and loving doctor, I would still be severely sick, not in remission, and unable to stand or walk or consume salt. I am in deep sadness that he is leaving, but I am indescribably grateful that I was his patient and that I got to meet him, because I learned so much from him about how to love everyone unconditionally like the way that Jesus wants us to. He has done so much for me, way beyond his job description, all without ever complaining because he cares so much for his patients. He will always hold a special place in my heart and that place is reserved just for him. I pray that one day I’ll get to see him again and that we’ll be able to keep in touch as friends. I hope he thinks of me as his friend. :) At the end of my appointment with him, I wanted to look beyond myself and tell him that I wish him well in his new position at the new hospital and to congratulate him and tell him that I was happy for him, but I was so shocked at the news and overwhelmed with streaming tears that I didn’t say it. I ended up saying “Noooooo! Do you have to leave? If it wasn’t for you, I would not be in remission.” I had grown so attached to him that I couldn’t imagine anyone else as my doctor. I’ve never had a doctor prior to him who genuinely cared about me as much as him. In fact, I’ve never really had a “real” doctor until God sent him to me. He is an angel on earth and I am going to miss him for months and months to come. He is in my morning prayers every day.
Horchata and leftovers from yesterday’s dinner! God’s abundance!
After leaving my doctor’s office, I couldn’t stop crying all day long. But then I started having an incredible day. It was as if God was comforting me and He was trying to cheer me up. Though tears were rolling down my cheeks endlessly, Jesus filled my whole heart with a profound peace. I don’t always have this much peace. Usually on weekdays, I have about 50%-75% of the peace I received from Jesus today. On Sundays after receiving the Eucharist, that’s when I have the most peace. Jesus is the Prince of Peace! The thing is, this amount and level of peace is not something I can give myself or something I can get from the world (dining out, a cup of latte, eating my favorite foods, engaging in my hobbies, spending time with friends, traveling, money, taking a nap, exciting events, shopping, nice weather, etc.). This peace is something I simply receive from God for free without doing anything or going anywhere just because I am His daughter, and when I realize I have it, I cherish it so much and want everyone else to have it too.
Sold two items on eBay!
Work opportunities for me
Work opportunities for my dad
God’s providence and generosity!
The breeze that comes through the windows
Taste testing!
2 thoughts on “Thank you God for June 10, 2015!”
Blessings and love to you, I know your doctor appreciates your thoughtfulness and kindness and God will send a perfect replacement as you move along. Sending your healing, and loving energy.
Blessings and love to you, I know your doctor appreciates your thoughtfulness and kindness and God will send a perfect replacement as you move along. Sending your healing, and loving energy.
Thank you so much for your kind thoughts and words of comfort, Rose! :)