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Freedoms!

Gratitude journal

*Grateful for hard and mundane things I  do that makes me stronger.

*Grateful for my outing last week with friends while we went to play kids games in the amusement center at the mall, it was quiet fun.

*Grateful for the investments that I made that added value to my life.

*Grateful for the ninth Symphony of Dvořák, with its victorious melodies, that never ceases to make me smile.

+Grateful for the freedoms I am taking for granted.

– Grateful for the freedom of traveling and going out.

– When all else fails, I can come home and take a hot shower.

– I don’t have to walk uphill bothways to go to work, it is likely I take the bus. A lot of people in rural
  villages throughout  the world are too far away from work, school or proper  medical care.

– someone somewhere loves me, even if it is just  my mom, I matter to people.

– Trees, as they make the world better, safer place.

– The sun, without it I wouldn’t be able to see all the beautiful things.
– proper nutrition. Grateful that I have money to go to the grocery store whenever I want.

The people I have never met !

Gratitude journal

Grateful for the people I have never met but have helped my life a lot :
~ Inventors : phones, computers, Google. Grateful for that huge part of my life ( learning) that has been improving with the help of technology.

– Music and musicians : Grateful for the way that music contributes in my day( meditation, calmness, clear thoughts, serenity).

– Farmers : ‘ despite all our differences, we eat the same food, that might be planted by the same exact  person’
Grateful for the people working under the sun to plant pure nutrients to help other people grow!.
Grateful for the food on the table all the time. Grateful for the people who planted this carrots, cucumbers, broccoli, onions. It is really a something to know that there is someone far away had planted something for you to eat, and it is deliverd to your near grocery store. What a miracle!

-Doctors : Garteful for doctors in pharmaceutical companies who have invented, improved medications that helped me  feel better.

– Business men : Grateful for big companies that runs a lot of businesses across the country, so that thouthands  can find  decent jobs.

-Authors : Grateful for novolests. Grateful for the time I spent reading, diving  into the realms of passion and dreams. Grateful for bloggers. Grateful for the time I spent learning and improving the quality of my thoughts. Grateful for poets. Grateful for Aml Donkol, Pablo Neuroda, Renée Garcia Lorka.

31 July 2021


🌷Grateful for the fun I had when I played some kids games at the mall with my friend and his wife.


🌷Grateful for eating grilled fish for the first time in 7 months.

🌷Grateful for getting vaccinated.


🌹 Grateful for my biggest gift in my life. My health.

Gratitude journal 29 July 2021

Gratitude journal

Grateful for feeling better today. My body had some rest, my mind as well. God willing.

Grateful for being alive today, and in addition being healthy, wealthy, worthy, loved, positive, beautiful, confident, courageous, excited about today.

Grateful for my grandmother’ who had teached me about unconditional love by being an example of it.

Grateful for being lucky to have hot water  , gas cylinders, electricity, air conditioning system.

Grateful for things in my upbringing..

– Grateful for learning at a decent schools, with lovely teachers.
– having a private teacher to teach me coptic hymns. My dad thought of it,and thanks to him I later joined some
– Grateful for taking some swim classes. My dad thought of it as well, and thanks to him I can swim and have no fear from water.

28 July 2021

Gratitude journal
Grateful for what went right :
️Grateful for this productive morning :
Ironing
Stretching
Preparing food
Smiling
Hydrated
Showering
Brushing teeth
Listening to music
Writing my journal

️Grateful for the productive evening :
Had an amazing workout.
Had a tasty dinner
Had a funny, light, free from judgment phone conversation with a close friend.
Studying.

️Grateful for my grandmother’s memorial, which brings the most delightful moments to my soul. Grateful for the idea of making a family gathering to remember her.

Self love Journal

Self love journal

Today I remind myself that I am not my unhealthy coping mechanisms.

Today I remind myself  that it is a brand new day.

Today I remind myself of my friends who helped me when I needed it.

Today I remind myself of how used to feel about myself in a dad to day basis in the past.

Today I remind myself that I am on the right path, and I believe in the person I am becoming.

Winter

Grateful for last year. Grateful for the first five months I spent with no outings, no travel, no shopping, less gym, but more home workouts, more sleep, more insights, more patience. Grateful for the last half 2020,where I traveled a lot, mostly alone  and found it amazing to be the one who is staying in the single room, just watching the sea, or jumping inside and chit-chat with strangers. Grateful for this  simple calm days.

Grateful for winter. Grateful for things that makes me happy about this season, like wearing jackets, sweaters, sweatshirts, ice caps, scarfs. Another thing is going out in a cold weather, and yet be warm. Winter workouts are the best, and hot meals as well. Watching a movie under the blanket. Working in an extreme cold, that your hand is freezing, but you have to do the job. Hiking in winter.

Grateful for my dearest friend M who made me feel understood during our last conversation about morality, beliefs, God. Grateful for feeling that our worlds, on its contrasting appearances, are connected in a profound way.

Long loving relationships!

Grateful for my long loving  relationship with :

復Food. Everyday is a journal to fill with gratitude for all the food we will eat, the grocery stores, the goods it self, the harvesters, the factories, machines, industrial engineering, plates, forks, knifes, spoons, the digestion process, our bodies, our hands, our eyes, our tongues, our arms movement, our noses.

Everyday is new way of expressing my commitment to healthy living through mindful eating, dieting and deliberate exercising. Everyday is a challenge and sometimes struggle to heal from former, and current binge eating circles. Every day holds an  opportunity to learn more about my triggers.

️Clothes.  unhelpful beliefs I had about the importance of the impression of others on how I look. Now, it changed to another helpful ones 

Everyday is  a new way to celebrate how you look in those colors, how your skin  contrast or match with your shirt colors, and how your shirt is in harmony with your soul. Everyday is an opportunity to remember that day I bought this one, and the money I was given to get it. Everyday is an art class where you choose to paint your self with clothes. Everyday is a celebration of the grace of existing, of our appearances. I found it meaningful to take care of my wardrobe, because this is how I celebrate life, by saying thank you, you look good to me and I wanna look good to you.

Flowers. Grateful for the creative design of them, that always captivates me. The awe  started when I was a little , and dad used to take me to school through some streets where leaves blown by the calm early morning wind, this poetic scene never left me.
Now I look at flowers and smile, capture them and then wonder of how they sometimes stand tall, proud, like a breathtaking handmade tower , others feeling remorse and bending over like a ballerina in  Tchaikovsky’s Swan lake final scenes.

Reading. Grateful for learning how to write and read in my early years. Grateful for my teachers, especially the one who left something in me, some of them left  a great impression of how they devoted themselves to their meaningful job, and that was amazing.

Grateful for the books that used to fill my time at a certain period of my life. Grateful for pdfs and other ways that makes me read and learn, like videos or blogs.

Encouragement!

Grateful for today, as I am encouraging myself for the things I had the opportunity to start doing.

You are doing a good job at the gym. You are on the right track now. My hard work is paying off.

Now you have figured out what it is like  to be aware of your imperfections, so you are learning a lot.