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Harmonies Of Gratitude

📔 Gratitude Journal: The Gift of Music

💡 Reflecting on the Beauty of Classical Music:

This morning, I found myself contemplating the vastness of the music world that I have yet to explore. I realized there are countless conductors I have yet to discover, an abundance of musical variations, recordings, and concerts awaiting my attention. It struck me that all of this creative brilliance is simply given to humanity, taken for granted.

It’s fascinating to think that nobody has ever requested a specific piece of music from a higher power, something that would deeply nourish their soul. No one has asked for a composition that would become intertwined with their life’s moments, memories, and emotions. I’m referring to those profound emotions that arise from within us, from the depths of our uncontrolled, unconscious selves. It’s the unspoken connection between sound and our inner cosmos that allows music to touch us on such a profound emotional level.

Moreover, nobody consciously chooses to become passionately involved with music—it happens naturally. Perhaps that’s the true beauty of it all—the way things unfold without reason, without plans or efforts, manifesting spontaneously.

⌛ “Your task is not to seek for love, but to find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.”

3 Michaels

I am truly grateful for the remarkable individuals who have extended their support when everyone else seemed to be making excuses.

First and foremost, I am immensely grateful for my friend who played a pivotal role in helping me secure my current job. Through their guidance, support, and perhaps a well-placed word, they opened doors for me that I may not have been able to access on my own. Their belief in my abilities and their willingness to lend a helping hand when I needed it most is something I will forever cherish.

Similarly, I owe a debt of gratitude to another friend who assisted me in obtaining my previous job. Their unwavering support and advocacy allowed me to showcase my skills and qualifications, leading to a rewarding professional opportunity. Without their intervention, I might have missed out on a chance to grow and prosper in my career.

Reflecting on the past, I am reminded of the friend who helped me find a rented apartment four years ago. During a time of uncertainty and upheaval, their assistance provided me with a stable living arrangement and peace of mind. Their kindness and willingness to go above and beyond made a significant difference in my life.

Furthermore, I am deeply grateful for the friends who stood by my side during my eye surgery. Their presence, encouragement, and assistance throughout the entire process were invaluable. Their unwavering support bolstered my spirits and gave me the strength to face the challenges associated with the procedure. Their friendship and selflessness will forever be etched in my heart.

No expression of gratitude would be complete without acknowledging the unwavering support of my parents. Through thick and thin, they have been my unwavering pillars of strength. Even during times when I was consumed by my own egoic delusions and lost sight of what truly mattered, they stood by me, offering love, guidance, and a gentle reminder of the person I aspire to be. Their unconditional love and steadfast support have been a constant source of inspiration and motivation.

Last but certainly not least, I extend my heartfelt appreciation to my uncle. Despite the passing of time, our unique friendship has remained alive and thriving. His presence in my life has been a source of wisdom, laughter, and unwavering support. Through his enduring companionship, he has taught me the value of lasting connections and the beauty of nurturing relationships over the years

Wonders yet to unfold

🌟 Grateful for the wonders yet to unfold in my life:

  • I am filled with gratitude for the amazing individuals I will cross paths with, whose presence will bring beauty and joy into my life. I eagerly anticipate the wonderful friendships that will blossom and enrich my journey.
  • I am grateful for the breathtaking destinations I will explore, as each new place holds the promise of unforgettable experiences. The opportunity to capture these moments through photography fills me with gratitude, and I appreciate the freedom and resources that enable me to travel and discover.
  • I express deep appreciation for the stability and security provided by my job, which ensures that I have the means to pursue my passions and embark on new adventures. I am grateful for the resources that support my endeavors and allow me to embrace the opportunities that come my way.
  • I am thankful for the kindness and support I have received from others, both in the past and those who will lend a helping hand in the future. Equally important, I am grateful for the chance to make a positive impact on the lives of others, extending my support and gratitude to those who may need it.
  • I am grateful for the invaluable lessons I have learned from individuals who may not even be aware of the impact they had on me. Their wisdom and experiences have shaped me into the person I am today, and I am thankful for the growth and knowledge that their influence has brought into my life.

🎈 Grateful for yesterday:

  • I am grateful for the tranquility and inner peace I experienced throughout the day, allowing me to find solace and contentment in every moment. The quietude of the night provided a space for reflection and rejuvenation, leading to a restful and rejuvenating sleep.
  • I express gratitude for the opportunity to connect with numerous individuals during the new project. The warm welcome and acceptance I received from them filled me with appreciation and a sense of belonging. The connections forged have enriched my life and opened doors to exciting possibilities.

Oratorio

1. I am grateful for having access to clean water and nourishing food that sustains my body.

2. I am grateful for the wonderful experience of virtually walking alongside my parents by the sea through a messenger app.

3. I am grateful for the refreshing and restorative gift of a good night’s sleep.

4. I am grateful for the encouragement and assistance of my supportive colleagues at work.

5. I am grateful for the basic necessities of a safe and comfortable shelter, including a roof over my head, a cozy bed, and a soft pillow.

6. I am grateful for the peaceful and serene surroundings of my neighborhood that provide a sense of calm and security.

Hymns from childhood


I am thankful for the privilege of attending decent schools with wonderful teachers who instilled in me a love for learning and curiosity about the world.

I am also grateful for my private teacher who taught me Coptic hymns, a skill that has enriched my spiritual life. I owe this opportunity to my dad, who recognized my interest and arranged for the lessons.

Thanks to my dad’s encouragement, I also took swim classes as a child, and I am grateful for overcoming my fear of water and developing a lifelong love for swimming.

My grandparents’ house holds a special place in my heart, and I am thankful for the quality time I spent there, especially for my grandmother’s delicious food that nourished me both physically and emotionally.

Lastly, I am grateful for the time I spent with my uncle as a child, who imparted valuable life lessons and taught me to appreciate the simple joys in life.

28 july 2023 – The second day

As I begin my second day in a new country for a project in its northern coast, I feel immense gratitude. The warm welcome I received upon arrival, my smooth flight, and the opportunity for new beginnings all fill me with appreciation.

I am thankful for the air conditioner in my room, which has made my stay comfortable. I am also grateful for the sound sleep it has afforded me, allowing me to wake up refreshed and ready for the day ahead.

In this age of technology, I appreciate the internet that has enabled me to stay connected with my parents despite the distance. It has been a source of comfort to share updates with them and hear their voices.

Lastly, I am grateful for my friends who have been checking in on me and reaching out. Their concern and support have been a reminder of the love and connection that transcend borders and distance.

King of Queens

Today, I find myself overflowing with gratitude. I am grateful for my physical body, which allows me to move through the world with ease and comfort. I am thankful for the clothes that I am able to wear, and for the feeling of confidence that comes with knowing I can present myself to the world in any way I choose.

I am grateful for the changing of the seasons, and for the opportunity to bundle up in warm, cozy winter jackets. I am grateful for the abundance that surrounds me, including the many blessings that have come my way, such as promotions and professional success.

I am grateful for my commitment to my physical fitness, and for the strength and resilience that comes with a dedicated workout routine. I am thankful for my health and my teeth, which allow me to nourish my body and to fully experience all the joys of life.

I am grateful for the gift of reflection, which helps me to remember important moments and to appreciate the beauty in each passing day. I am grateful for the love and support of my family, especially my light-hearted father and my kind mother.

I am grateful for the restorative power of a good night’s sleep, and for the ability to find joy and laughter in the simple pleasures of life, such as the comedy series “King of Queens.”

Finally, I am grateful for the transcendent beauty of music, such as the awe-inspiring compositions of Anton Bruckner. And I am grateful for the technology that allows us to capture and preserve the precious moments of our lives through the simple act of taking photos with our phones.

Swan Lake

I am filled with gratitude for the long and loving relationship I have with:

復Food. Each day is a new opportunity to express my gratitude for the nourishment that sustains me. From the grocery stores that provide us with an abundance of choices, to the hardworking harvesters and the factories and machines that process our food, every step of the journey is worthy of appreciation. I am grateful for the plates, forks, knives, spoons, and all the tools that allow us to enjoy our food. Even the digestion process is a wonder to be thankful for, as it enables our bodies to extract the nutrients we need to thrive. Every day is a chance to renew my commitment to mindful eating, healthy living, and deliberate exercise. Though it can be a challenge to overcome former and current binge eating patterns, I embrace each day as an opportunity to learn more about my triggers and cultivate a deeper sense of self-awareness.

️Clothes. I used to hold unhelpful beliefs about the importance of others’ impressions of me and how I look. But now, I have adopted a more positive and empowering perspective. Each day is a celebration of my unique style and how I choose to express myself through my wardrobe. I revel in the way my clothes complement my skin tone and bring out the best in me. Every piece in my wardrobe has a story, whether it’s the day I bought it or the person who gave it to me. Dressing up is an art form, a way of painting a canvas with fabrics and colors that reflect my innermost self. Even the act of caring for my clothes is a form of gratitude, a way of saying thank you to life for the gift of existence.

Flowers. The beauty and creativity of flowers never cease to amaze me. I remember being captivated by them as a child, watching the leaves dance in the early morning breeze on the way to school with my dad. Now, I find myself smiling at the sight of flowers, marveling at their intricate designs and unique personalities. Some stand tall and proud, like majestic towers crafted by a master artist, while others bow their heads in graceful surrender, like ballerinas in the final scenes of Tchaikovsky’s Swan Lake. Each one is a testament to the wonder and diversity of nature, and I am grateful for the opportunity to witness their beauty.

Reading. Learning how to read and write at an early age was a gift that I am forever grateful for. I owe a debt of gratitude to my teachers, especially those who left a lasting impression on me with their passion and dedication to their craft. I am thankful for the books that have filled my life with joy and knowledge, transporting me to new worlds and expanding my understanding of the human experience. In today’s world, there are even more ways to learn and grow, from digital books and PDFs to videos and blogs. I am grateful for each new opportunity to enrich my mind and broaden my horizons.

Contemplating my Inner Pandemic

Three years ago, when the world was gripped by the pandemic’s uncertainty, I found myself thrust into a forced solitude. For five months, I had no outings, no travel, and no shopping. But amidst the stillness, I discovered a newfound rhythm—a chance to listen to my inner voice and awaken something deep within.

As I grappled with the question, “What would you do if it was the end of the world?” I faced boredom, hopelessness, and unhealthy habits. But I knew deep down that I had the power to rebuild, to start anew. And in that moment of realization, I felt a sense of empowerment like never before.

As I dedicated myself to home workouts and savored every moment of newfound time, I found myself gaining precious insights. It was as if the world was whispering to me, “Slow down and take a break. Listen to the rhythm of your soul.”

And when the latter half of 2020 arrived, I embraced life with a newfound appreciation. I traveled extensively, relishing the freedom of solitude and the joys of connecting with strangers. In my single room by the sea, I found myself lost in the beauty of the world, contemplating the mysteries of life.

In those quiet moments, I realized that sometimes, the greatest treasures are found in the simplest of experiences. And so I continue to savor the journey, always seeking to embrace the stillness and find beauty in the most unexpected of places.