Julia Cameron’s book on Guidance based on The Artist’s Way called living the Artist Way has me listening for guidance.
When I finish my journaling I ask for direction and the answers are astounding.
Today was told to get off social media and clean up.
So I’m making a gratitude list as I clean.
Bless this mess! Bless me when I mess up!
Help me forgive when I’m impatient with others. Thank you that they forgive my messes.
Grateful for a house. And all the things I cherish.
Grateful I can clean it up. Grateful Hubby is helping.
Grateful for progress!
Grateful for time off but it sure does fly.
Haircut today.
Windy out today but nice temperatures.
God in my life.
Making some positive changes in my life. Baby steps.
The quiet of the morning.
Birds hopping around my maple tree.
Cool morning breeze.
Time to contemplate life
I get to go to Bible study and be with a couple of my favorite ladies tonight.
Four more days off after today. I need to get going around the house. Things will get done as they should. Grateful to not have hip pain so I can do things.
Being able to attend a coworker’s retirement party and also work on my day off and get some overtime.
Good food delivered to me from Instacart.
A beautiful day weather wise, but a tad hot.
I woke up. :) Thanks be to God.
Wonderful coworkers. We can band together and get the job done. :)
Vacation time. :)
Good music on Spotify.
Waking up slowly and without an alarm.
My Darling
I had been thinking about us ..
You being you …
Me being with you I explored connection..like our souls are both dancing to the same celestial rhythm .
I feel tenderness and lightness with you ..there is a deep emotional intimacy..I am asking myself where it came from ..We called it Divine ..but I am as you know me wanna delve into that ..
We were once lost , without a compass to guide us ..
Then when i found you / you found me …or fate’s gentle hands guided us to each other .
All of my life’s intimate feelings held for you were erupted to the surface , all that pain ,longing,and love .
I found my refuge. As if every cell in my body has been waiting for you.
With you I feel safe .
I am comfortable in your presence. And there is this electricity of shared glances and gentle touches .
How your hands embrace , hold and dance in my hands… like a ballet dancer .
The spark in you that ignites primal things within me ..
When I share my breath in your presence, I feel a soothing rhythm that calms my soul and brings me back to the joy of looking at you.
With you…I feel I am SEEN . I feel I can let down my guard . I shed down the masks I wear for the world..
With you I stop striving or performing..I am me ,without fear of rejection ..
Mind me of anticipating the excitement of reuniting with you .
Mind me being ill of cold . And of you .
Sometimes, I just wanna feel home in your arms .
Sometimes, I want you to feel home in my arms .
Sometimes i want your heartbeats to be my own rhythm.
Sometimes i just wanna be lost in the galaxies of your eyes
I cherish the moments when our hearts melt together . This ecstasy of being ONE . and the vulnerability of merging yourself with body and soul into someone you feel safe and loved with..
Unconditional belonging ..
I found my true self ,my one place in this world .
I am on vacation!
Waking up without an alarm….slowly to the sunrise.
Rest.
God.
My family and friends
Wonderful coworkers who band together when it is crazy busy at work.
A good breakfast.
Prayer and Meditation.
Early mornings where I don’t have to rush out the door.
Sober and nicotine free another day. Always a gift.
Any day I am upright, breathing, walking and talking.
Waking up in the morning, I am in gratitude for another day!
Having breakfast, I am thankful for my 15 grain wheat bread.
Writing my morning page is so powerful to me.
My lunch is hopefully healthy.
A hike with Mary Ellen.
Reading in the afternoon – what a treat! Chores can wait.
Trying a new recipe – thrilling!
Watching Jeopardy with Tom.
Posting on Facebook.
More reading time.
Thank God for another blessed day!