I get to go to Bible study and be with a couple of my favorite ladies tonight.
Four more days off after today. I need to get going around the house. Things will get done as they should. Grateful to not have hip pain so I can do things.
Me being with you I explored connection..like our souls are both dancing to the same celestial rhythm .
I feel tenderness and lightness with you ..there is a deep emotional intimacy..I am asking myself where it came from ..We called it Divine ..but I am as you know me wanna delve into that ..
We were once lost , without a compass to guide us ..
Then when i found you / you found me …or fate’s gentle hands guided us to each other .
All of my life’s intimate feelings held for you were erupted to the surface , all that pain ,longing,and love .
I found my refuge. As if every cell in my body has been waiting for you.
With you I feel safe .
I am comfortable in your presence. And there is this electricity of shared glances and gentle touches .
How your hands embrace , hold and dance in my hands… like a ballet dancer .
The spark in you that ignites primal things within me ..
When I share my breath in your presence, I feel a soothing rhythm that calms my soul and brings me back to the joy of looking at you.
With you…I feel I am SEEN . I feel I can let down my guard . I shed down the masks I wear for the world..
With you I stop striving or performing..I am me ,without fear of rejection ..
Mind me of anticipating the excitement of reuniting with you .
Mind me being ill of cold . And of you .
Sometimes, I just wanna feel home in your arms .
Sometimes, I want you to feel home in my arms .
Sometimes i want your heartbeats to be my own rhythm.
Sometimes i just wanna be lost in the galaxies of your eyes
I cherish the moments when our hearts melt together . This ecstasy of being ONE . and the vulnerability of merging yourself with body and soul into someone you feel safe and loved with..
Unconditional belonging ..
I found my true self ,my one place in this world .
