Today I am grateful for taking the day off to go to the hospital in order to make my monthly checks for white blood cells. I am although Grateful for my morning routines including drinking water, washing my teeth, and doing some free weight exercises, and some days just stretching. Lastly, I am grateful for a couple of things that is going to happen, like seeing a dear friend, and exercising at night, also delicious meals will be eaten during the day and at the end of it.
In general I had these thoughts about the things that I have for granted. I pondered the fact that without electricity my life would be impossible, as I believe nothing of the modern or classic science inventions would have been invented. On the other hand, to be more specific and personal, a lot of our daily routine tasks wouldn’t have been done. For instance, cooking, using phones, or computers. Another way to look at it is that a lot of industrial applications which require machines interfering would have been existed. So, our lives owes so much to the existence of electricity.
Grateful for the feelings I felt yesterday and today, it was bad, and full of anger, jealousy, and self manipulation into egotistical delusions, but I felt a little better when I asked myself what would I have done if I was , simply, the other who caused me discomfort, and distress. The answer was kind of a reflective one. I saw that I was evil, and seeked envy and hatred, and, of course, what goes around comes around. Grateful that I can admit of all that shit inside me, actually it is a legitimate shit because I am a human, and still be going on my way of discovering myself. Grateful that I can acknowledge my weakness, egoistic manners in coping with others who have their weaknesses also.
Gratitude for the ability to recognize your dark side, admit it and forgive yourself. That is incredible. I wish you well!
Thanks dear 🌼, I am working on it