Today’s Gratitude journal

Today I am grateful for taking the day off to go to the hospital in order to make my monthly checks for white blood cells. I am although Grateful for my morning routines including drinking water, washing my teeth, and doing some free weight exercises, and some days just stretching. Lastly, I am grateful for a couple of things that is going to happen, like seeing a dear friend, and exercising at night, also delicious meals will be eaten during the day and at the end of it.

 

In general I had these thoughts about the things that I have for granted. I pondered the fact that without electricity my life would be impossible, as I believe nothing of the modern or classic science inventions would have been invented. On the other hand, to be more specific and personal, a lot of our daily routine tasks wouldn’t have been done. For instance, cooking, using phones, or computers. Another way to look at it is that a lot of industrial applications which require machines interfering would have been existed. So, our lives owes so much to the existence of electricity.

 

 

Grateful for the feelings I felt yesterday and today, it was bad, and full of anger, jealousy, and self manipulation into egotistical delusions, but I felt a little better when I asked myself what would I have done if I was , simply, the other who caused me discomfort, and distress. The answer was kind of a reflective one. I saw that I was evil, and seeked envy and hatred, and, of course, what goes around comes around. Grateful that I can admit of all that shit inside me, actually it is a legitimate shit because I am a human, and still be going on my way of discovering myself. Grateful that I can acknowledge my weakness, egoistic manners in coping with others who have their weaknesses also.

2 thoughts on “Today’s Gratitude journal

  1. Gratitude for the ability to recognize your dark side, admit it and forgive yourself. That is incredible. I wish you well!

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